Back at the Dr.

Today my mother-in-law took to me back to Dr. Park at Envision, the Low Vision Rehabilitiation building, to try out the new lenses that they thought may work for me.  Well I have to say that there was some good news and some bad news.

Good News-Dr. Park would like to refer me to a Dr. Farris who is a Neuro Opthamologist in Oklahoma City to get another opinion in regards to my condition.  He raved over this man and also noted that he has a strong faith and that we wouldn't be disappointed if we went down there.

Bad News-they tested my eyes once again for a few hours and they are not improving and even getting worse.  The prism lenses that they were going to try aren't going to seem to work out.

I felt encouraged to check out this new specialist and yet my mother-in-law did witness some emotion start to come out when I felt like surely they could have something in that huge building to help me see my boys with normal faces.  I really get tired of seeing my children with three eyes when I know they are continuing to grow and change.

I had to take a moment and collect myself and I have come to the conclusion that God made my boys look SO much alike that when I look at Parker I know inside just what he looks like since I remember what Coop looked like.  I feel that God has given me to of the most precious kids and I couldn't be more blessed.  They act identical and even have a freckle in the same place.